Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Turn up the radio.

Macalania Woods
Someone should take me there.
I'd like to go there.
Fuck the fiends, it'd be nice.


Once again, I'm single, just like it should be. I fucked up pretty bad, and it all started over something tiny, and insignificant. Nadia read my blog, Prosperi-T, posted on the eighteenth of February, before her and I even started dating. Here's what she was enraged by:

"People would know I've developed feelings for a girl, and if you're one of the people who didn't, I'm sure it doesn't come as a surprise.
I now suspect I may have feelings for two other girls also. One' a recent addition in my life, and the other is a friend who I've come close to.
Prosperi-T to whoever guesses whom!"
Go figure.
It's my fault, sure, but it's not my fault that Nadia acted this way, over something I felt before we even began to date. Sure, I still do have feelings for one of the two, and, to a degree, Nadia herself, but, fuck it.
I'm not in a position to be in a relationship. This misery won't go away.
I'm not going to bring someone's mood because of it.


I'm still a depressive fuck.
I'm failing school.
I'm not doing work.
Pass the scotch.

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