Don't be.

I think, that I'm generally unhappy. I think, being comfortable is being sad. I don't like feeling like this, but as it happens, this is my most common emotion.

It's normal for me to be sad, I've learnt that over the years. I think being sad comes with being alone. Sure, I'm happy, on occasion, but in the long run, I'm a sad person.

Friends make me happy, being occupied makes me happy, Nadia makes me happy, being bored leaves me in thought, and makes me sad.

Naturally, no one likes being sad, but I'm used to it. Ironic in a way, I've grown accustomed to a feeling I hate.