The grave that you refuse to leave.

Green ice tea? Check.
Dashboard Confessional playing? Check.
Fan on? Check.
Let's blog.

Well, I've had two days at Glenunga International High School, and so far, I think it's great. Note, I'm comparing this to Underdale, so, go figure. Uh, I've found a place in a group of friends, so, that's a positive. I have good lessons, like ST2 Health and Psychology, which is a probably career path for me.

The Head Versus Heart struggle never ends. I think I like a girl, but I don't know. My heart wants to proceed, my head wants to proceed slowly, with caution, and defences. I'm repairing the extensive damage up there, I swear.

Tonight was amazing. It was bucketing down with rain, as most of you would know, so, yeah, and I went to go pick up my Indian food from Indi's on the corner. It was amazing. The streets were empty, the suburb silent (apart from the rain). I have never felt more whole. I love the rain. I love the smell, the taste, the life it brings. I love walking through it, jumping in puddles, running from it when it's heavy as fuck. I love the grey skies. I love the illuminated world with the bolt of lightning and crack of thunder. I love the foggy mornings, can't see a thing.
I love winter.

I'm tired, and I don't know.
Love.