School.

Many students hate school, just because it is tedious, and just generally, school. That's no reason to hate school in my opinion.

I hate school, because it's an unhealthy enviroment for me. It's agonising, it's infuriating, and it's pointless. When I had my initial interview at Glenunga International High School, they wanted to put be back into year ten, and in reponce I assured them I would do work, and do it work. That was my intention, and that was my headspace at the time. Now I do little work, I procrastinate, and I get angry at the little things.
Sounds like last year actually.
Last year, at Underdale High School, I actually begged them to put be back into year nine, or hold me back at least. They ultimately refused, making me pretty angry. Now at GIHS, I've requested multiple times to go back into year ten, to better my chances, and to relieve me of lot of stress. They keep saying they'll have to talk about it. I wonder if they know how angry this makes me.
There's an interview Monday about it, I'm not going to school until then. I'm not going to waste my time.

Anger was an emotion I thought I left behind, and maybe I did leave it behind. Once again, I'm consumed by anger. Mentions of certain people's names are a instant trigger. School is enraging, as well as depressing, this is why school isn't a healthy enviroment for me.
The most important thing to me is my mental health, and psychological well being. I'm not going to put either at harm, even if it means puting my education at risk.

I feel nausious, I feel angry, and I feel tired.
I'm going back to sleep.