(e)vening

3/4

For the most part, my feelings toward people are pretty neutral. Even if you've wronged me, and I don't talk to you, I won't dislike you, I'll simply lose respect for you, and see you simply as "no-one". In total, there are only five people I actually hate. My parents, my mothers husband, a girl I saw for a while, and an ex-girlfriend. Things with my views toward people have been crazy. There's a girl that I like, and then there's three other girls also. The three other girls, my feelings flicker for them. At times I like them, and at times I see them as really close friends. It's all pretty disorientating.
Fuck.
It's not the nicest thing to be going through.

The third thing I want out of life, is simplicity, where everything is care free.