All the shame spills out of me,

Three things keep me smiling.

Music, video games, and friends.

Music, is my favourite form of art. It combines poetry, sound, and it's not a hard thing to do. It's so flexible, and can be used to tell so much more than a book, a painting or poetry is. Recently, I'm been listening to a fair bit of punk-pop, indie/acoustic, electronic, and believe it or not, Bring Me The Horizon.

Video games are my pixelated reality. It allows me to escape for hours on end, forgetting that anything is happening, and just delving deeper and deeper into the life of the game, and escaping the real world.

My friends, they're my everything. It's not just the fact that they're there for me, it's who they are, their personalities, their aura's, the feel about them. Without the people who are my closest friends, I'd be more of a wreck than I have been over the past two months.

Now, today, I worked something out. I'm a good person, who makes bad choices. It's as simple as that.
My new goal in life, as I have gained a temporary control on my emotional self, is to start making better choices, and become a good person, who makes the right choices.

That's enough discoveries for one night, time to eat.
Love.