Rage

My own demons are those fueled by anger. This is why I am not at school, and probably won't be for the rest of the week. Whoever has seen me at my peak knows about what I become. Some people (or if you read the earlier blogs) will know about Demi-Justin. Demi-Justin and Omni-Justin (the name for the calm Justin) have merged into one being now, which is incredibly unfortunate.

I want to be around you, when you're at your worst. When your anger is uncontrollable, that's, when I want to be around you most.

I don't understand, please elaborate.

This was a Formspring Comment I replied to about twenty minutes ago. I don't understand why someone would want to be around such a monster, or around me at all.

Some friends and I decided that we'd beat our fears this year, and sure, I can beat my fear of heights, but the fear of myself won't be beaten all too easily.