There are things going on in my head which I can't even trust Muth with, so without naming names, I'm telling you, the anonymous hordes of the internet.
I'm currently a wreck. Since Sunday night, I've been in somewhat of a bad mood. Hearing certain things which gives me certain ideas, and then those ideas being amplified by certain things said. It's comidial in a way how I've brought about my own downfall in the past, entierly by own hand. Now it seems as though other people may be pushing this downfall further.
Things said, supporting and contradicting things previously said. This is what makes me angry.
Also, certain people agrivate me, and I still act as though they were friends. They probably know how much they anger me, and how I see them, but fuck them.
If I had it my way, I wouldn't even be leaving my room anymore, but curiosity drives me to find out what a certain something means: "Nothing's right, everything's wrong." I know somethings wrong, and it's natural for me to need to know what's wrong, especially seeing as it concerns someone close to me.
//sigh
Time to watch more HEROES with Sam, then go home and watch some Japanese Cult Cinema. Can anyone say "Suicide Club"? :D!
I hope the Hordes know that this blog was a one-off.
>__________>
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