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Turns out I can't upload an image to blog in the Burnside Library.

My life is going nowhere. Ruin isn't a direction.
I'm miserable alot of the time, and I don't really see a simple way out of this. Here's a summery of everything since my last blog, roughly a fortnight ago.

Camping
To celebrate Matt's seventeenth birthday, Hannah, Stephanie, Matt and I went camping at Deep Creek. I told Steph that I like her, talked to Patrick because he wouldn't talk to Steph, for she was drunk, and got yelled at by a former close friend, Sam. My phone also broke. That night was actually really bad.
The following day, Matt, Steph and I went for a hike to the waterfall, in which I jumped, because my fear of heights stopped my from jumping onto the uneven rock surface. We went back to Adelaide soon after.

The Return to School
Never have I felt so alone. I have alientated absolutely everyone. I've talked to pretty much no one this term, aside from Feng in Legal and Peter in homegroup.
As my auntie said, why should I stay if it's making me unhappy?

Uh, I'm going home.